I really am thankful for my affirmations. Especially the ones I have memorized. My 2 sentence DMP. I can be what I will to be. I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy. These, honestly, are the only things I’ve kept up with this week as I spend the time with my girlfriend away from home on a ski trip. My previous post discussed the extended silence, and how it would be too difficult to accomplish while on vacation. As the week comes to an end, I’ve realized that not only the silence, but my reading and sitting in general has been limited.
I reflect back on Mark J’s latest Wednesday email regarding complacency. I feel I’ve fallen into that trap. Not by intention, but it just happened. I guess that is the take away for me. My real intention, the intention the person I intend to become would have had, just wasn’t there. I do have to get better. This isn’t something that should just come and go when I “find the time”. No, it’s a habit. A habit that apparently hasn’t sunk into my subby. I could come up with lots of excuses as to why I haven’t been keeping up with my daily ‘habits’. But what is the point. That would only be cheating the one person it matters to, me. I’m only cheating the man I intend to become. No one else.
I have so much to learn about myself and how to self direct. I cannot change yesterday. I can only learn and improve today. I can only do what the person I intend to become would do next.
Do it now. Do it now. Do it now.